Letting go

He left me for her. The first time, the second time & the third time. I’m still here though, supporting him through every part he’s struggling with.

I’m letting him go forever because I love him so much & if he is meant to be for me, there’s no other girl or other things gonna stop him from coming back. But if we are meant to be apart, forget each other in our own timeline and with new persons, I shall accept that and heal. 

I love him so much, I never love someone this hard before. I’m gonna take my time to move on but that doesn’t mean I’m gonna stop loving him. 

I wanna hate that girl so much for asking me to leave him even though she’s staying for him. I wanna hate her for being the reason he left. I wanna hate her for being happy on my pain. But I couldn’t hate her knowing that he loves her too much, more than me. 

I have done my best for him. I changed for him. I gave everything I could for him & he never see them until the very end. 

I still love him a lot & I am still not very much ready for this but because of love, I will let him go.

Be safe dear you. Be safe always. 

I love you & will always do.